3 Erotic Poems
The romantic side of Charles Bukowski

Although he’s often referred to as the “Dirty Old Man of American Letters,” Charles Bukowski also had a vulnerable side. In On Love, a new anthology of his work, Bukowski’s typically gritty style is in full view, but given the subjects at hand—lust, sex, neediness, loneliness and the fragility of human relationships—the poet’s softer side emerges as well. The following three poems from the collection illustrate how deeply Bukowski pondered his relationships (coital and otherwise) with women and how they all left their marks.
have you ever kissed a panther?
this woman thinks she’s a panther
and sometimes when we are making love
she’ll snarl and spit
and her hair comes down
and she looks out from the strands
and shows me her fangs
but I kiss her anyhow and continue to love.
have you ever kissed a panther?
have you ever seen a female panther enjoying
the act of love?
you haven’t loved, friend.
you with your little dyed blondes
you with your squirrels and chipmunks
and elephants and sheep.
you ought to sleep with a panther
you’ll never again want
squirrels, chipmunks, elephants, sheep, fox,
wolverines,
never anything but the female panther
the female panther walking across the room
the female panther walking across your soul;
all other love songs are lies
when that black smooth fur moves against you
and the sky falls down against your back,
the female panther is the dream arrived real
and there’s no going back
or wanting to—
the fur up against you,
the search is over
as your cock moves against the edge of Nirvana
and you are locked against the eyes of a panther.
From ON LOVE by Charles Bukowski. Copyright ©2016 by Linda Lee Bukowski. Reprinted courtesy of Ecco, an imprint of HarperCollins Publishers.
for those 3
going crazy
sitting around listening to Chopin
waltzes, having slept with 3 different women
in 3 different states
in two weeks, the pace has been
difficult, sitting in airport bars
holding hands with beautiful ladies
who had read Tolstoy, Turgenev and
Bukowski.
amazing how completely a lady can give her love—when she wants
to.
now the ladies are far away
and I sit here barefooted
unshaven, drinking beer and listening to these Chopin
waltzes, and
thinking of each of the ladies
and I wonder if they think of me
or am I just a book of poems
lost in with other books of poems?
lost in with Turgenev and Tolstoy.
no matter. they have enough.
when they touch my book now
they will know the shape of my body
they will know my laughter and my love and
my sadness.
my thanks.
From ON LOVE by Charles Bukowski. Copyright ©2016 by Linda Lee Bukowski. Reprinted courtesy of Ecco, an imprint of HarperCollins Publishers.
a love poem for all the women I have known
all the women
all their kisses the
different way they love and
talk and need.
their ears they all have
ears and
throats and dresses
and shoes and
automobiles and ex-
husbands.
mostly
the women are very
warm they remind me of
buttered toast with the butter
melted
in.
there is a look in the
eye: they have been
taken they have been
fooled. I don’t know quite what to do for
them.
I am
a fair cook a good
listener
but I have never learned to
dance—I was busy
then with larger things.
but I’ve enjoyed their different
beds
smoking cigarettes
staring at the
ceilings. I was neither vicious nor
unfair. only
a student.
I know they all have these
feet and barefoot they go across the floor as
I watch their bashful buttocks in the
dark. I know that they like me, some even
love me
but I love very
few.
some give me oranges and pills;
others talk quietly of
childhood and fathers and
landscapes; some are almost
crazy but none of them are without
meaning; some love
well, others not
so; the best at sex are not always the
best in other
ways; each has limits as I have
limits and we learn
each other
quickly.
all the women all the
women all the
bedrooms
the rugs the
photos the
curtains, it’s
something like a church only
at times there’s
laughter.
those ears those
arms those
elbows those eyes
looking the fondness and
the waiting I have been
held I have been
held.
From ON LOVE by Charles Bukowski. Copyright ©2016 by Linda Lee Bukowski. Reprinted courtesy of Ecco, an imprint of HarperCollins Publishers.